DREAMS HAUNTING

I fear sleep for so many reasons,
I brave insomnia constantly,
Formally bracing for a puzzling nightmare.
I come up then sink back,like bouyant bait mark,
Your love beneath and hate above,
In between a medium of confusion.
I still drift..
Swift far...
I split into little dreams...

You keep calling in a dis-affectionate voice,
You speak to me using sight,
Beckoning my indented personality,
I never really emerge due to uncertainities.
Yet I'm right there.
You touch me I turn back,
See your friends face instead.

She is geometrically cute,
All her beauty spots perfectly placed,
I get attracted to her faster than copper metal to, electrostatic charges.
Her glaring stare melts my nostalgic blood,
My pale tongue melts inside her burning mouth,
When she touches me my black blood vaporises then condenses to form white emotions,

I look transfigured and feel angelic.

The unexpected occurs,
She transmogriys into you...
Suddenly! My moment of flight is shattered,
I revert into inert solid,
Frozen feet,
Stiff spine,
Chilled hands and...
An iceberg head.

Persuaded by nature,comparative choices.

You call for me,
I respond to her,
With me you are,
Inside her I am.

She cannot let me restore my persona around you anymore.
Ground beneath,faults open...
Swallows me up,
I plunge,wailing...
I fall,moaning defeatedly,
I scream a combination of both your names.
That way shutting the hollow above.
Darkness engulfs.

I land hard on my soft bed,
Perspirating,
Worried and sorry for myself.
I just made the worst mistake,
"Thought of you as a haunting dream that I can't escape."

M.O.O aka Carswell evoL