EVER BUSY

You push me away.
Figuring what I did,is hard,
Do I deserve to be repelled this way?

Attraction is silent chaos.
I try mending,I really can't,
Not even my configuration bears a pause.

I protest in a civil technique.
Switch statii daily,do you see?
Your business makes idle sounds opaque.

I text and call you sometimes,
All I find is a one worded reply,
So good communication too sublimes?

Again,"Call me back later,"
I stupidly do.
Your time as rare and secret as holy water.

I decide now and here,
You and I will go separate ways,
Your heart deserted emotions bare.

That is the path you draw,
So I will let you perfect it steadily,
A side job you do as I'm idling in the know.

Vanishing like a drifting ship,
Our hearts on misdiricted journies,
A worrying vision repeats in my half-sleep.

Interrupts of complaints,
How much you ignore the issues,
Disruption and afflictions my eyes paint.

I give you something to be busy about,
A worthwile task forever unforgettable,
Trying to find me and my attention when I'm officially out.

M.O.O aka Carswell evoL the idle composer.