IF ONLY

I'm not a wishful thinker.
But ever since we met my imaginative self has taken over
Day and night.
Like now,laying on my bed you roam my head.

I'll wake up to find,
Dreams of uncertainity converted to vivid pictorials
Of illusive realities.

(Scaling down my eyes)

Sincerely,sometimes I feel trapped.
In a good way though,so,I have accepted this new condition.
Made probability my favorite subject...
No password protect,
I access and read your hearts data like I programmed your soul.

But if only,I could erase part of him.
Delete a few of the wrongs he did and evolutionise the good.
Perfect my art of making your life brighter than day.
Sing you more immaculate songs under the cover of dark amidst the gibous moon.
Draw you closer to my other half,than you are to my current better.

If only we could cross that river now,before reaching the bridge...,
It's possible and you know it.
Though some things still can not fit.
Time and age is the discouraging sludge.

If only you could walk above that and let me repair the trends of love.
I believe that you,would put me first like the symbollic dove.
Yes,make me the peace and tranquillity that you've been yearning for all this while.
Break your ego thus become like a child.

This can only be,if you make me your angel on earth.

M.O.O aka Carswell the unconditional IF